Little prayers...
This week has been pretty basic. Russel, Robbie and I did the Dental patients all alone on Wednesday It was extremely nerve racking, the whole time i was just saying little prayers to help me not mess up and pull the tooth out smoothly. A thought always comes into my mind while doing anything in the clinic or dental. What are these people thinking when we are working with them. If I ever came to get my tooth pulled and there was a bunch of people talking a lot before actually doing it, i would second guess them.
It blows my mind the amount of trust that these people have in us. The only thing that makes them confident in us is that we are with the "Gringo Clinic" and i guess that we are wearing scrubs. They come in and with complete trust let me poke around in their mouth, not thinking twice. This makes me think about my mom for some reason. She is always stressing on how we need to always be praying while we do our work here. She is right, this complete trust that they have in us missionaries sets us up to have a HUGE impact or totally destroy their idea of God. It is a little intimidating if i really stop and think about it. This responsibility to be good examples because they are watching us very closely, not to judge us but to learn and just observe. i hope that when a hard day comes, and i know one will come sooner or later, i will still be kind to those i meet. Not forgetting that i am not just there representing myself. But i have to represent AMOR and most of all God.
I was walking back to the clinic on saturday night and a small boy runs up to me and walks with me holding my hand. Telling me this and that about where he lives, pointing out the house with all the snakes, telling me that his dad drives a motokart. Just being happy that i was taking an interest in him. He pretty much sums up everyone i have met while in Peru. They are all so welcoming and nice. Easy to joke around with and just have a good time. They are genuinely interested in just talking to you, even if it you teaching them a couple phrases in english. I played soccer with a group of Ever's friends from the university all of them welcoming us in, even though we weren't very good and probably brought down the quality of play. Everywhere we go, people say hello and smile, i like this. A lot of people know my name already, i need to start learning their names. I have a hard time remembering the kids names when i meet them for a split second before they leave to play soccer or something. I'll be working on that.
